This is my oldest baby. Skyler. See the houses she's in front of? That's Hell. I know, I know, it looks cheery enough but you have no idea. This little girl you're looking at, her life fell apart here. She is beautiful, smart, creative, and wonderful. I don't know what the master plan is, or why my baby was chosen to bear this burden. All I can say is that I remember kissing her fingers and toes and looking into those blue blue eyes and knowing there was a God. The older she got and the more evident her disorders became, the more I questioned that thought. But I would NEVER trade one moment that I've had with her. Every episode was a lesson in patience and love & I have learned how to apply that to my daily life. So maybe I now know to some degree what knowledge I was meant to glean from all this. I love you baby.